Monday, July 14, 2008

Five months too late

Why didn't I listen to either of you?



I figured it out. I figured out how I feel. Well, I know how I don't feel anyway and that's bitter. Because you can only be bitter if you're angry at someone and hold a grudge for a really petty reason. And I'm not. I'm angry for very justifiable and definitely not petty reasons. I'm beyond angry really, I'm fucking pissed off. No wait, that still does it injustice; I am so fucking mad that I cannot possibly express it into words. There. 


I'm just disappointed really, that this is all I fucking meant.



You should see the unedited version of this, I think that rage might surprise you.

And you do your best to show me love,
But you don't know what love is

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