I wish I didn't leave, I wish you didn't leave me

In my mind we had so much time.

I wish things were how it used to be.

I wish we didn't have to move,

To grow up, to change.

I wish we could go back,

Backtrack, relive.

I wish time didn't happen,

I wish nothing happened,

Nothing evolved, escalated, exploded

Around us.

I wish you never came around,

I wish I never let you in.

I wish I weren't so full,

Full of regret, of grief,

Of angst, of disappointment.

I wish I left before

Everything evolved, escalated, exploded

Inside me