With no one here just by your side

I hate this. I'm cranky because I'm freaking starving. I'm fucking scared, it's really getting worse and I'm freaking out and no one cares. I'm so fucking tired, absolutely drained and I don't know why. I don't want things to move, I don't want them to change, I don't want to be here. I just want to revert to when everything fucking made sense. Goodnight.

I can't forget you,

I know you want me to want you,

I want to