So it seems we're back to this again. Except it seems so much more real this time. Maybe it's the sudden lack of confirmation that I am not alone in this. This nightmare. "Pfft I don't need friends.. I have my dreams." LOL. This black hole in my head, it seems.. infinite. Like everything I had believed. Oh well. Nothingness of nothing in nothing with nothing for nothing. The deeper I bury it, the darker it gets. Such is the epicness of my life. It's sad that on one hand I am now a closer friend to someone I was never as close to, than I am now to you. The circle of three. But since we're on that, it's so typical of you to come and go as you please. Maybe it's my own fault because I never let anything go and I always think it's more than what it just is. Well. And on the other other hand, I feel like it is getting far too difficult. This distance does nothing for me. Fuck school and Stoppress. And fuck people slashing people. Everything makes me nervous nowadays. I think I need just a little bit more. In the mornings I sleep alone,
Sweep the streets I used to own
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