You got me spinning right round

The past few days have seen me taking small steps towards self-improvement. Hawhaw. Simple acts like cleaning my room, actually looking for a somewhat decent job and writing have made me feel rather productive (Save for the fact that half my wardrobe is strewn on my floor at the moment). Hahaha. Other than this acute sense of loneliness I can't seem to shake, everything is fine and dandy. Self-esteem issues. I'm so sick of all this trivial drama exploding around me, as it always seems to be. Grow up. Today I realized how immature these situations always are but that's only because I'm the kind to compare lives. Okay I admit, I am an incredibly jealous person in every way possible and right now I am feeling nothing short of inferior. Healthy doses I suppose. I would rue the day it leaves me stranded and alone though cos it might. Ah my stupid life. Change begins from within and while it is incredibly trying, I am trying.

Watch your heart when we're together,

Boys like you love me forever.