I didn't realize until yesterday how truly exhausted I was in every aspect. And therefore I was grateful for not doing anything in particular except overdose on yogurt, waffles, tea of all kinds and.. elmo. HAHAHA.. oh. I take pride in the fact that I have decided to focus more on school.. well I haven't started per say, but heck I intend to! Tuesday calls for our last assignment this term before the tests come and moderately murder me. hurhur. I don't think I've ever dreaded a year ending this much before. Save for my birthday coming, I dread that every year. But the new year? This was truly a year for change. For me, it was mostly disastrous and yet somewhat great. This was the year I made tons of new friends, and lost so many in the process. The year I grew up and out of everything, moved up and on. This year I fell in love once and out of it twice (& in lust about a billion and three times). This year I partied like there's no tomorrow and still managed to keep my eyes on the prize. This year I carved out my real friends from the ones who would abandon me at my time of need for their own selfish reasons. This year I've grown to love to hate you for that. This year I gave up almost everything for someone who wasn't worth it and learnt to let it go. This year.. I broke. I shattered into twenty million pieces, I lost everything I had, everything I dared to put importance on. This year I learnt to pick myself up and put myself back together again. This year is almost over and I am terrified. (God this is so cliche)
Take what you wanted,
I will be just fine.
