R-E-G-R-E-T

I feel so small.

I am stuck. I put myself here in the first place and now I can't get myself out. I am weak, I couldn't let go. I am stupid, I let myself fall when I knew, I fucking knew. I am pathetic really, because I know all of this. I know that I am stuck, that I am weak, that I am stupid. So fucking stupid. But am I doing anything about it? No, I'm not. I'm just here, thinking and letting it eat me up inside. And I honestly don't know why I put myself through all of this unneccessary trauma.

Oh wait, it's because I'm stupid like that.