Worst Weekend Ever.
I swear I'll get out next fucking time.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
She totally fell.
When will I learn not to believe?
Hey stranger(: Before I launch into the going ons of today, being Sports carnival and all, I shall let you in on what has been happening the past few days. Er. Let's see... er... er... Hmm, HAHAHA.. Fine. Yesterday, I went studying with the strangest group of people you will ever throw together, Audrey(yuck) Weelyn and Cheong. HAHA.. I know. (: It was like, where are you going? Are we going with them? Whose going where now? huh? What?... And next thing I knew, I was on the floor on Starbucks at the airport laughing, reminiscing and not studying with these people. Haha. Strange times. Apparently on their way back home, (I was conviniently left behind) they had some encounter with some kind of suicide, and if you read their blogs, they're actually complaining about the death. -.- Typical. HAHA
So, back to today. The Jock celebration whatever. It was. Interesting... well, actually it was one big sweaty mess but, despite my endless complains, It was fucking awesome :D OH MY GOD. GREAT CLOSURE. Totally(: Best class? DUH. Have you not met us? Seriously? HAHAHA
Started out hilariously, with Sonia, Sonia Cheong and I trying hard to sing the National Anthem. Of course we had already forgotten the words so we sang the school song instead. Really loudly. We had practice during the CCA feast thing, remember?(: HAHA.. Sim kept shushing us. Like..hello?! I was trying to take a video of us singing. TSK. Hahaha(:
Sonia and I strutted around with our sunnies all day(: I wore my big white ones cos of the red and white theme. And thank god I chose that pair. Because now I have a really bad tanline on my face(yeah yeah. Laugh it up.), I almost wanted to wear my cat-eyed ones. HAHAHA.. Thank goodness I decided against it. (: OH! The frisbee guy asked me why my sunnies were bigger than his. To which I replied "Cos I'm cooler than you" and turned my heel and walked away. :D Truly.
Anywho, Sonia and I took part in Human wWheel this year. OH MY GOD. It was so fucking hilariousss... We were all getting so pumped and excited, We being Anne, Audrey(again, YUCK) Weelyn, Chandu, Maxine, Ethel, Sonia, Me, Li Ting, Vivien. And we constructed this whole PLAN. It was funny, I was telling them that should Audrey fall, we could leave her be, flailing and flopping around, and trample ahead eagerly. And then, she turned to me.. and had an ethel moment. She Screamed. and screamed. And screamed. like.."AAHH!!...AAHH!!...AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!" HAHAHAHAHA... it was so gross.
She didn't fall in the end. DAMN. This is what actually happened. I was in the second team, the return team, standing behind Anne. When the race started, We watched anxiously as the other team, led by the shortest, took the lead for a while. Before long, 4.7 had caught up and it only made us more determined to win. When they finally arrived, we jumped right in the used plastic sheet and trampled like our life depended on it. Left right left. Led by Anne, we zoomed off to a great start. Suddenly, I realised Anne was ducking dangerously low. Before I could say anthing, she fell, face first onto the ground. I hopped out of the wheel! ANNNE! She lay in a collapsed heap on the warm floor.. LAUGHING! And so there I am, out in public, what do I worry about? ANNE? MY HAIR?! After our laughter died down, Sonia and I quickly picked her off the floor and we hurriedly(and very messily) continued the race.
HAHAHAHAHA.. We came in Third. But alls well cos it was motherfucking awesome. I dont think I'll ever forget the sight of Anne, collapsed into a laughing ball on the floor in front of me. :D YES ANNE
Other generally awesome stuff happened but im too tired to go into such details. So let's see. Basically the day was spent cam-whoring la. But then again, we won SAC cup! Jocks were actually useful today! And the Dode. Oh my Goodness, the Dode. Her inner man graced us with his presence and she managed to save many goals, further injuring her finger in the process. How awesome is that? HAHa.. what else? OH! Gladiatress was hilarious. I didn't take part this year. But it was funny nonetheless. Sonia Buu and all getting so excited. Pasu battled Ms Kang..AND WON! She was so bitter afterwards, going around complaining that it was too violent a game to be enjoyed by the likes of her. Well. Mmm.. Rae's head got trampled on, but she's ok. Sonia and I exchanged donuts! MMMMM(: The day was filled with funny moments basically. But after a while, the immense heat got to me and I chose to sit around trying to collect myself and unstickify. Didn't work. HAHA
In the end we won Class Champions! :D We were kinda shocked at first. But it was a great feat. Normally I'm adamently against Sports Day crap, cos it's basically Jock day right. I mean, it's normally just endless hours of watching jocks run around in circles, but today was pretty awesome(: Maybe jessie's right, maybe we're all becoming jocks.
*shudders
HAHAH. After the ordeal, Pasu and I did the hop in and headed to Esplanade library to hit the books [Ned by choice(: ] It was... fruitless. I couldn't concentrate at all, so we went for a walk... which turned into an hour long discussion on.. hard-hitting subjects. Sure. HAHAHA.. So much for that. Every SACian we saw were treated to snide looks from us and loud whispers of "THEY DIDN'T BATHE!" We're such nerds. (:
SEEEEEEE.
We are the champions? HAHA..
I love this one. It's too cute(:
Warrior Sonia. Or not.
Cheerleader DODE (Done?)
HAHA(: How incredibly cute is it? Note the fallen head of Jo(:
So. much. HEAT!
Oh no.
Fine(:
I spend too much time with these people(:
Third place ain't half bad. Spot the jock/s?
My not cooler friend
Yeah, it doesn't always work both ways Sonia(:
She fell asleep on sports day. tsk tsk(:
Oh dear me.
It just gets WORST!
I'm coming...for YOU!
Hey stranger(: Before I launch into the going ons of today, being Sports carnival and all, I shall let you in on what has been happening the past few days. Er. Let's see... er... er... Hmm, HAHAHA.. Fine. Yesterday, I went studying with the strangest group of people you will ever throw together, Audrey(yuck) Weelyn and Cheong. HAHA.. I know. (: It was like, where are you going? Are we going with them? Whose going where now? huh? What?... And next thing I knew, I was on the floor on Starbucks at the airport laughing, reminiscing and not studying with these people. Haha. Strange times. Apparently on their way back home, (I was conviniently left behind) they had some encounter with some kind of suicide, and if you read their blogs, they're actually complaining about the death. -.- Typical. HAHA
So, back to today. The Jock celebration whatever. It was. Interesting... well, actually it was one big sweaty mess but, despite my endless complains, It was fucking awesome :D OH MY GOD. GREAT CLOSURE. Totally(: Best class? DUH. Have you not met us? Seriously? HAHAHA
Started out hilariously, with Sonia, Sonia Cheong and I trying hard to sing the National Anthem. Of course we had already forgotten the words so we sang the school song instead. Really loudly. We had practice during the CCA feast thing, remember?(: HAHA.. Sim kept shushing us. Like..hello?! I was trying to take a video of us singing. TSK. Hahaha(:
Sonia and I strutted around with our sunnies all day(: I wore my big white ones cos of the red and white theme. And thank god I chose that pair. Because now I have a really bad tanline on my face(yeah yeah. Laugh it up.), I almost wanted to wear my cat-eyed ones. HAHAHA.. Thank goodness I decided against it. (: OH! The frisbee guy asked me why my sunnies were bigger than his. To which I replied "Cos I'm cooler than you" and turned my heel and walked away. :D Truly.
Anywho, Sonia and I took part in Human wWheel this year. OH MY GOD. It was so fucking hilariousss... We were all getting so pumped and excited, We being Anne, Audrey(again, YUCK) Weelyn, Chandu, Maxine, Ethel, Sonia, Me, Li Ting, Vivien. And we constructed this whole PLAN. It was funny, I was telling them that should Audrey fall, we could leave her be, flailing and flopping around, and trample ahead eagerly. And then, she turned to me.. and had an ethel moment. She Screamed. and screamed. And screamed. like.."AAHH!!...AAHH!!...AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!" HAHAHAHAHA... it was so gross.
She didn't fall in the end. DAMN. This is what actually happened. I was in the second team, the return team, standing behind Anne. When the race started, We watched anxiously as the other team, led by the shortest, took the lead for a while. Before long, 4.7 had caught up and it only made us more determined to win. When they finally arrived, we jumped right in the used plastic sheet and trampled like our life depended on it. Left right left. Led by Anne, we zoomed off to a great start. Suddenly, I realised Anne was ducking dangerously low. Before I could say anthing, she fell, face first onto the ground. I hopped out of the wheel! ANNNE! She lay in a collapsed heap on the warm floor.. LAUGHING! And so there I am, out in public, what do I worry about? ANNE? MY HAIR?! After our laughter died down, Sonia and I quickly picked her off the floor and we hurriedly(and very messily) continued the race.
HAHAHAHAHA.. We came in Third. But alls well cos it was motherfucking awesome. I dont think I'll ever forget the sight of Anne, collapsed into a laughing ball on the floor in front of me. :D YES ANNE
Other generally awesome stuff happened but im too tired to go into such details. So let's see. Basically the day was spent cam-whoring la. But then again, we won SAC cup! Jocks were actually useful today! And the Dode. Oh my Goodness, the Dode. Her inner man graced us with his presence and she managed to save many goals, further injuring her finger in the process. How awesome is that? HAHa.. what else? OH! Gladiatress was hilarious. I didn't take part this year. But it was funny nonetheless. Sonia Buu and all getting so excited. Pasu battled Ms Kang..AND WON! She was so bitter afterwards, going around complaining that it was too violent a game to be enjoyed by the likes of her. Well. Mmm.. Rae's head got trampled on, but she's ok. Sonia and I exchanged donuts! MMMMM(: The day was filled with funny moments basically. But after a while, the immense heat got to me and I chose to sit around trying to collect myself and unstickify. Didn't work. HAHA
In the end we won Class Champions! :D We were kinda shocked at first. But it was a great feat. Normally I'm adamently against Sports Day crap, cos it's basically Jock day right. I mean, it's normally just endless hours of watching jocks run around in circles, but today was pretty awesome(: Maybe jessie's right, maybe we're all becoming jocks.
*shudders
HAHAH. After the ordeal, Pasu and I did the hop in and headed to Esplanade library to hit the books [Ned by choice(: ] It was... fruitless. I couldn't concentrate at all, so we went for a walk... which turned into an hour long discussion on.. hard-hitting subjects. Sure. HAHAHA.. So much for that. Every SACian we saw were treated to snide looks from us and loud whispers of "THEY DIDN'T BATHE!" We're such nerds. (:
SEEEEEEE.
We are the champions? HAHA..
I love this one. It's too cute(:
Warrior Sonia. Or not.
Cheerleader DODE (Done?)
HAHA(: How incredibly cute is it? Note the fallen head of Jo(:
So. much. HEAT!
Oh no.
Fine(:
I spend too much time with these people(:
Third place ain't half bad. Spot the jock/s?
My not cooler friend
Yeah, it doesn't always work both ways Sonia(:
She fell asleep on sports day. tsk tsk(:
Oh dear me.
It just gets WORST!
I'm coming...for YOU!
Fine. Sometimes we take cute photos too(:
THERE.
Not the best way to end the day yeah?
Such a pretty sky. Delicate yet oh-so-powerful.
Eh wait. They didn't have free milo! Damn. At the end of the day, I was an exhausted, disoriented mess. It was a slightly traumatising day, for various reasons, but it was enjoyable la.
Ooohh.. didn't see that one coming.
I am selfish, I am wrong
Monday, August 6, 2007
For the love of me.
Friday, August 3, 2007
You lied. I fell.
There doesn't seem to be a clear definition of certaincy and uncertaincy to me anymore.
Time is passing a little too quickly. Suddenly we're inching that much closer to whatever it is we're trying so desperately to avoid. Yet the worries and issues we all harbour never seem to decrease, the burden never seems to lighten. And strangely enough, everyday seems to bring a new delimna, a new point of view, a new question, a whole new arguement. And how often do we fend off the deamons of yesterday?
To say I had a terrible week, is a complete understatement. Mind you, I barely recall anything, but it was bad. I was exhausted all week, looked icky on a daily basis, had a meltdown in public, was confused by a whole new problem everyday, talked about things I never should have said, worried about the already weakening bonds and spent a lot of money. Of course there were fun times. Which made me realise that the people sitting around me are extremely entertaining and are great for when you are bored in class(:
Well, other than that, I think this was a rather productive week. Science mocks and all. Plus now I'm trying to cram all kinds of formulae into my head in preparation for the A maths mocks on Monday, which is causing me a great amount of stress. Never have I been able to do well for A maths exams. Tests are okay for me, but when it comes to exams I just freak out and die. *shrugs
Mmm.. some days I feel so sure of myself. So sure that I know what I want, so sure that I am capable of acheiving, so sure that I am indeed happy and all my effort will reap benefits for me in the future. And then there are days when I fall back into reality, hard. When I start to question myself, my beliefs. Suddenly I'm not so sure of myself, I realise I have no fucking clue what the fuck is it that I'm working for, not sure what I should aim for, not sure if I'm just being complecant, not sure if I can say I'm actually happy. And I think it's so ironic that I pride myself on being the realistic one, the one who brings those dreamers back down to earth, because nowadays, I'm just delusional. I'm falling through dreamland, not knowing which way to go. I don't know anything anymore, I don't know what's right and what's wrong. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I don't want. I don't know what anyone wants from me. I don't why I still believe we could work. I don't know the politically-correct answer. I don't know how to control how I feel anymore.
I don't even know why I'm blogging about this.
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Time is passing a little too quickly. Suddenly we're inching that much closer to whatever it is we're trying so desperately to avoid. Yet the worries and issues we all harbour never seem to decrease, the burden never seems to lighten. And strangely enough, everyday seems to bring a new delimna, a new point of view, a new question, a whole new arguement. And how often do we fend off the deamons of yesterday?
To say I had a terrible week, is a complete understatement. Mind you, I barely recall anything, but it was bad. I was exhausted all week, looked icky on a daily basis, had a meltdown in public, was confused by a whole new problem everyday, talked about things I never should have said, worried about the already weakening bonds and spent a lot of money. Of course there were fun times. Which made me realise that the people sitting around me are extremely entertaining and are great for when you are bored in class(:
Well, other than that, I think this was a rather productive week. Science mocks and all. Plus now I'm trying to cram all kinds of formulae into my head in preparation for the A maths mocks on Monday, which is causing me a great amount of stress. Never have I been able to do well for A maths exams. Tests are okay for me, but when it comes to exams I just freak out and die. *shrugs
Mmm.. some days I feel so sure of myself. So sure that I know what I want, so sure that I am capable of acheiving, so sure that I am indeed happy and all my effort will reap benefits for me in the future. And then there are days when I fall back into reality, hard. When I start to question myself, my beliefs. Suddenly I'm not so sure of myself, I realise I have no fucking clue what the fuck is it that I'm working for, not sure what I should aim for, not sure if I'm just being complecant, not sure if I can say I'm actually happy. And I think it's so ironic that I pride myself on being the realistic one, the one who brings those dreamers back down to earth, because nowadays, I'm just delusional. I'm falling through dreamland, not knowing which way to go. I don't know anything anymore, I don't know what's right and what's wrong. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I don't want. I don't know what anyone wants from me. I don't why I still believe we could work. I don't know the politically-correct answer. I don't know how to control how I feel anymore.
I don't even know why I'm blogging about this.
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Too tired to live
This is just a minor setback..
.....right?
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
.....right?
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
Friday, July 27, 2007
Bring me back to you
Hey stranger. So the week has been a pretty intense one, what with the sudden overload of tests and mocks and all. Other then that I guess everything's been going alright. I mean, generally it's been a pretty okay week. Interesting how the days are passing quick yeah?
The Simpsons movie, was fucking hilarious. Hahahahaha.. I'm cracking up just thinking about it.SpiderpigSpiderpig. HAHAHAHA.. Wait wait. HAHAHAHAHAA. Ok yes hi. haha.. Caught it with the Pau. It really is a very good movie. And the thing is we had our tickets for like..5 days? which means we had high expectations... and we weren't let down..AT ALL. If you don't watch it, you're a fucking square.
OK. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZcARG4s_qg&mode=related&search Watch it. Love it.
And moving right along.. Unfortunately for the likes of the people sitting around me in class, this week was Pms week! oh the joy. Hmm.. Actually it wasn't that bad, it was really randomn kind of moodswings, like on monday, I woke up and had this sudden urge to be incredibly different. So I created Different Day! So on Monday, I was nice, I apologised for being mean to Dode(who is not part of the world.), I actually listened to sonia's..crap(save for the dragon story) and a whole bunch of generally more significant things. I actually think I was generally a better person on Different Day, which is kinda sad. HA.
Today, I played with my donut water game when I got bored in class. Wow. Oh and I also realised that the class is so much quieter without Audrey around. Weelyn and I caught Soina looking rather morose, staring longingly at Audrey's empty table on Thursday. Haha.. The class was eerily quiet that day. In fact, it was kinda really really nice. HAHA.
Oh before I forget, Good luck for the performance tomorrow Drama! I hope it'll go well and y'all won't embarrass us yeah? (:
I'm so incredibly tired from just..living. And it's a far cry from the old days, when everything seemed so effortlessly. It's been getting increasingly difficult for me to keep awake in class now, let alone to concentrate and absorb whatever the teacher is hurling at me. And the horrible part is, most my time is spent studying for the thousands of tests we have or trying to catch up with all the homework that I have been falling behind on. No, it's not fun. It's not fun at all. And what really truly scares me, is that it's just O levels. Yes. I said it. It's just the fucking beginning. It's just the first step. It's nothing compared to doctrates and phds and all that other stuff. And here I am, struggling, struggling to get by, struggling to keep up, struggling to cope.
Sometimes I sit around and wonder what the hell I'm doing here.
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
The Simpsons movie, was fucking hilarious. Hahahahaha.. I'm cracking up just thinking about it.SpiderpigSpiderpig. HAHAHAHA.. Wait wait. HAHAHAHAHAA. Ok yes hi. haha.. Caught it with the Pau. It really is a very good movie. And the thing is we had our tickets for like..5 days? which means we had high expectations... and we weren't let down..AT ALL. If you don't watch it, you're a fucking square.
OK. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZcARG4s_qg&mode=related&search Watch it. Love it.
And moving right along.. Unfortunately for the likes of the people sitting around me in class, this week was Pms week! oh the joy. Hmm.. Actually it wasn't that bad, it was really randomn kind of moodswings, like on monday, I woke up and had this sudden urge to be incredibly different. So I created Different Day! So on Monday, I was nice, I apologised for being mean to Dode(who is not part of the world.), I actually listened to sonia's..crap(save for the dragon story) and a whole bunch of generally more significant things. I actually think I was generally a better person on Different Day, which is kinda sad. HA.
Today, I played with my donut water game when I got bored in class. Wow. Oh and I also realised that the class is so much quieter without Audrey around. Weelyn and I caught Soina looking rather morose, staring longingly at Audrey's empty table on Thursday. Haha.. The class was eerily quiet that day. In fact, it was kinda really really nice. HAHA.
Oh before I forget, Good luck for the performance tomorrow Drama! I hope it'll go well and y'all won't embarrass us yeah? (:
I'm so incredibly tired from just..living. And it's a far cry from the old days, when everything seemed so effortlessly. It's been getting increasingly difficult for me to keep awake in class now, let alone to concentrate and absorb whatever the teacher is hurling at me. And the horrible part is, most my time is spent studying for the thousands of tests we have or trying to catch up with all the homework that I have been falling behind on. No, it's not fun. It's not fun at all. And what really truly scares me, is that it's just O levels. Yes. I said it. It's just the fucking beginning. It's just the first step. It's nothing compared to doctrates and phds and all that other stuff. And here I am, struggling, struggling to get by, struggling to keep up, struggling to cope.
Sometimes I sit around and wonder what the hell I'm doing here.
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
Saturday, July 21, 2007
So much for Reverse Psychology
The same song has been replaying in my head over and over again all week long.
Well hello there. School's been pretty damn icky lately. In fact, I am so incredibly drained that I have problems remembering what happened. It's almost ridiculous. Buu and I were walking up to class on Wednesday and we were wrecking our brains, trying to remember exactly what the hell happened just two days ago. And to no avail! Like, I have absolutely no idea what the fuck happened on Monday. All I know is that I was in a bad mood, I was really peeved and I don't know why. Oh wait. Chinese Listening. Then on tuesday.... tuesday.... er.. HMM. Shit. Er, on wednesday there were history and chem tests.. Oh yeah! Ms Kang and her spiel, HAHA.. Mmm.. I clean forgotten thursday. Oh wait, erm Chem test. Friday was a maths one. Last night I was a tad miffed.
Oh. My. God. My days are now defined by the tests that I have. What the fuck happened? Everyone tells me that we're supposed to relish our secondary school days cos these could well be the best ones that we will ever have. And yet here I am, yet to hit the prime of my youth, with senile dementia! FUCK. I really do feel that it's because I am just so incredibly drained from just living that I have problems doing the simplest things, like keeping track of all the stuff that happens. Is that hard? Apparently.
I do rather vividly recall the number of times we've talked about JCs and Polys all week though. Frankly I'm so incredibly sick of it. Ironic that sometimes I am the one who commences said conversation. Truth be told, I'm just really insecure about it. What the fuck am I gonna do with my life. Rahr.
Next week looks to be a horrible horrible one. There is sone form of major test/mock exam everyday. Even a Prelim paper(Orals)! *whhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnneeeeeeeessssss*
And having people constantly reminding me of stuff does NOT help. AT ALL.
Meah. Is it just me, or does the competition really seem to be incredibly... choking. I mean, suddenly I really see people's true colours. And they're not very pretty. Suddenly I find myself questioning my friends,not all, and their hidden agendas. Suddenly I feel that people get more gaurded, people I never would have ever imagined. Suddenly I am able to fill in the gaps with their lies and alibis and it fills me with upmost disappointment, because these were the people I once trusted. And, quite frankly I cannot understand, I really don't. So what if you studied? So what if you applied for this or that? Why is it such a problem that you have to lie to your damn friends? What good does it do? I just don't get it. And I really hate it, because suddenly I feel like I can't trust my friends anymore, and I do not enjoy this feeling.
I don't like this one bit.
What happens when Karma, turns right around to bite you?
When everything you stand for turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
Well hello there. School's been pretty damn icky lately. In fact, I am so incredibly drained that I have problems remembering what happened. It's almost ridiculous. Buu and I were walking up to class on Wednesday and we were wrecking our brains, trying to remember exactly what the hell happened just two days ago. And to no avail! Like, I have absolutely no idea what the fuck happened on Monday. All I know is that I was in a bad mood, I was really peeved and I don't know why. Oh wait. Chinese Listening. Then on tuesday.... tuesday.... er.. HMM. Shit. Er, on wednesday there were history and chem tests.. Oh yeah! Ms Kang and her spiel, HAHA.. Mmm.. I clean forgotten thursday. Oh wait, erm Chem test. Friday was a maths one. Last night I was a tad miffed.
Oh. My. God. My days are now defined by the tests that I have. What the fuck happened? Everyone tells me that we're supposed to relish our secondary school days cos these could well be the best ones that we will ever have. And yet here I am, yet to hit the prime of my youth, with senile dementia! FUCK. I really do feel that it's because I am just so incredibly drained from just living that I have problems doing the simplest things, like keeping track of all the stuff that happens. Is that hard? Apparently.
I do rather vividly recall the number of times we've talked about JCs and Polys all week though. Frankly I'm so incredibly sick of it. Ironic that sometimes I am the one who commences said conversation. Truth be told, I'm just really insecure about it. What the fuck am I gonna do with my life. Rahr.
Next week looks to be a horrible horrible one. There is sone form of major test/mock exam everyday. Even a Prelim paper(Orals)! *whhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnneeeeeeeessssss*
And having people constantly reminding me of stuff does NOT help. AT ALL.
Meah. Is it just me, or does the competition really seem to be incredibly... choking. I mean, suddenly I really see people's true colours. And they're not very pretty. Suddenly I find myself questioning my friends,not all, and their hidden agendas. Suddenly I feel that people get more gaurded, people I never would have ever imagined. Suddenly I am able to fill in the gaps with their lies and alibis and it fills me with upmost disappointment, because these were the people I once trusted. And, quite frankly I cannot understand, I really don't. So what if you studied? So what if you applied for this or that? Why is it such a problem that you have to lie to your damn friends? What good does it do? I just don't get it. And I really hate it, because suddenly I feel like I can't trust my friends anymore, and I do not enjoy this feeling.
I don't like this one bit.
What happens when Karma, turns right around to bite you?
When everything you stand for turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
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