It's 20.07.2007
WOW.
Everything is alright if I just breathe.
Friday, July 20, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Party like a Rockstar
Why do we do the things we do?
Well hello there. Is it just me.. or are the hours passing incredibly slowly.. yet the days seem to be whooshing by? Everyday I wake up and I realise that we're inching closer and closer to the big Os and the impending stress that comes with it. And everyday I realise that the amount of work I do decreases steadily. And I also realise that the pressing stress I feel, which results in the horrible strain in my neck, keeps piling up as I fall behind. And it scares the fucking hell out of me.
Thankfully there are random things to look forward to that helps me through the days.. like.. er.. stuff. HAHA. Hmm.. Yes, it has been a rather exhausting week.. I think it was from the Lit test that seemed to have drained me. I mugged for like three days and most of the stuff I memorised didn't really come out anyway.. and also for some strange reason there has been soo much talk about life after Os. Like, I know i think about it everyday but all of this week the never-ending questions have just been pounding in my head. But yeah back to the random things to look forward too....
Oh right! Sonia Cheong and I went to Haigen Dazs on Wednesday to get our treat. Hahah.. It was awesome. We decided on the chocolate fondue in the end cos everything else was just as expensive. And I was feeling kinda good cos I thought I could save money.. but I went with ten bucks and left with but a measly ten cents in my pocket. Like. Seriously. HAHA.. too funny. But yeah it was fun, as always (:
And of course last night right? HAHA.. The CCA feast thing? It was fucking awesome. Everyone thought it would be so fucking stupid and boring but anyone who decided not to go.. ARE FOOLS! hahaha.. Let's see... er... Went Sonia and Din at 6.30-ish. I was late. I owe sonia chocolate cos we made a deal that the person who was late would have to provide food as payment. Dammit. Haha... then a whole binch of peopl came and they forced us into the festival court. I guess we were dressed somewhat formally, as opposed to people who came in shorts.. or boardshorts.. But what do you expect yeah(: Haha.. Oh my! During Mrs Martin's speech, while Pau and I were pointing out the CCA seggregation... My phone started to ring. Like.. HELLOMOTO ring. Oh my god. It was too embarrassing larrr! It was so loud everyone started staring at me.. it was ethel. tsk tsk. HAHA
The party kinda sucked at first. Like.. the music sucked and the crowd was boring. but then they requested a song and things really started moving from there. Knowing us Drama/dance/insert-cca-here girls, we made Sonia P start the party.. haha (: And more and more people started getting in the groove of things and it slowly but surely became a huge mass of sweaty people dancing and singing along. rather embarrassingly I might add, especially if it's a long line of people head-banging with our fists in the air to... dance music. HAHAAH(: Yeah it was damn fun. And without even a single drop of alcohol! I even forgot to eat dinner. haha.. first time. (: oH YEAH! Ms Kang started dancing.. like OHMYGOD! It was so super funnnyy! hahaha..
By the end of the night, my foot got really really tired. Yeah I danced, swayed, hopped, jumped, twisted, ran around in heels all night(: Rather effortlessly I might add. So after the made us disperse(oh and singing the school song), Jessie Soniap Pau and I trudgedunwillingly off to Tampines, where we were supposed to watch Transformers. THANK GOD there were no tickets! AHAHAHAH... I told you I always get my way(: HAaha.. so we rather grouchily headed to coffee bean and sat around playing Truth or Dare til 1230. of course. HAHAHA.. It was too funnnyy. I'm cracking up just thinking bout all the dumb dares Pau and Jessie had to do... HAHAHAHAHAHA... stupid rules. I wish I could tell. HAHA(:
Yeah, last night really made my week. Like I was having a really crappy time all week.. and come to think about it, I haven't really been having much fun since mid-holidays cos of all the homework and studyin' and stuff. So yeah. Interesting.
Pictures?
Well hello there. Is it just me.. or are the hours passing incredibly slowly.. yet the days seem to be whooshing by? Everyday I wake up and I realise that we're inching closer and closer to the big Os and the impending stress that comes with it. And everyday I realise that the amount of work I do decreases steadily. And I also realise that the pressing stress I feel, which results in the horrible strain in my neck, keeps piling up as I fall behind. And it scares the fucking hell out of me.
Thankfully there are random things to look forward to that helps me through the days.. like.. er.. stuff. HAHA. Hmm.. Yes, it has been a rather exhausting week.. I think it was from the Lit test that seemed to have drained me. I mugged for like three days and most of the stuff I memorised didn't really come out anyway.. and also for some strange reason there has been soo much talk about life after Os. Like, I know i think about it everyday but all of this week the never-ending questions have just been pounding in my head. But yeah back to the random things to look forward too....
Oh right! Sonia Cheong and I went to Haigen Dazs on Wednesday to get our treat. Hahah.. It was awesome. We decided on the chocolate fondue in the end cos everything else was just as expensive. And I was feeling kinda good cos I thought I could save money.. but I went with ten bucks and left with but a measly ten cents in my pocket. Like. Seriously. HAHA.. too funny. But yeah it was fun, as always (:
And of course last night right? HAHA.. The CCA feast thing? It was fucking awesome. Everyone thought it would be so fucking stupid and boring but anyone who decided not to go.. ARE FOOLS! hahaha.. Let's see... er... Went Sonia and Din at 6.30-ish. I was late. I owe sonia chocolate cos we made a deal that the person who was late would have to provide food as payment. Dammit. Haha... then a whole binch of peopl came and they forced us into the festival court. I guess we were dressed somewhat formally, as opposed to people who came in shorts.. or boardshorts.. But what do you expect yeah(: Haha.. Oh my! During Mrs Martin's speech, while Pau and I were pointing out the CCA seggregation... My phone started to ring. Like.. HELLOMOTO ring. Oh my god. It was too embarrassing larrr! It was so loud everyone started staring at me.. it was ethel. tsk tsk. HAHA
The party kinda sucked at first. Like.. the music sucked and the crowd was boring. but then they requested a song and things really started moving from there. Knowing us Drama/dance/insert-cca-here girls, we made Sonia P start the party.. haha (: And more and more people started getting in the groove of things and it slowly but surely became a huge mass of sweaty people dancing and singing along. rather embarrassingly I might add, especially if it's a long line of people head-banging with our fists in the air to... dance music. HAHAAH(: Yeah it was damn fun. And without even a single drop of alcohol! I even forgot to eat dinner. haha.. first time. (: oH YEAH! Ms Kang started dancing.. like OHMYGOD! It was so super funnnyy! hahaha..
By the end of the night, my foot got really really tired. Yeah I danced, swayed, hopped, jumped, twisted, ran around in heels all night(: Rather effortlessly I might add. So after the made us disperse(oh and singing the school song), Jessie Soniap Pau and I trudgedunwillingly off to Tampines, where we were supposed to watch Transformers. THANK GOD there were no tickets! AHAHAHAH... I told you I always get my way(: HAaha.. so we rather grouchily headed to coffee bean and sat around playing Truth or Dare til 1230. of course. HAHAHA.. It was too funnnyy. I'm cracking up just thinking bout all the dumb dares Pau and Jessie had to do... HAHAHAHAHAHA... stupid rules. I wish I could tell. HAHA(:
Yeah, last night really made my week. Like I was having a really crappy time all week.. and come to think about it, I haven't really been having much fun since mid-holidays cos of all the homework and studyin' and stuff. So yeah. Interesting.
Pictures?
OH! Haha.. At any point of time you look at the tree of us, this is normally the face we're making. Notice Sonia's slow and sure transformation(HA) into DODE! (:
EEEEE.. I'm making the same icky face! haha.. This is really bad
Hahaha... I know you can see the Din. But can you spot the Pau?! HAHAHAHA
E for EEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
Excuse me?!
Who said you can wear stripes too har?! hahaha.. stupid ned. I'm not telling you. ever.
And no one looks great after 2 hours of dancing.
Whheeee.. haha.. I'm still glad you came Joy. i hope you had fun(:
And to take revenge on the Pau.
I think this is real cute.
This one's my favourite(: Just some of my favourite people in the world(: HAHAHA.. Sonia, NO. HAHA.. Cheong really looks like she's about to take a bite outta me. Hahaha..
Oh yeah. Happy Birthday (insert-name-here)! Too many people la :D
ohmygod.sosuperrrhooottt:D
Think of me, don't think of me.
I really don't care.
I really don't care.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Green and Mean
Do excuse that.
Today is GREEN day. Yes, I'm sure you're sick of reading the same crap over and over again so let's take a different, more meaningful take on it, shall we?
First off, yesterday we were all allowed to wear green to show our support for eliminating the climate crisis. Bet you didn't know that.. which brings me to this.. WEARING green doesn't mean you're GOING green. If wearing green is all it takes to save the earth then we wouldn't be in this damn predicament. If staging a large-scaled concert was all it took then we'd be living it up by now. Yesterday was just as I predicted it would be, people walking around wearing green on their shirts, socks, and god forbid, HAIR. It just became a big huge trend. I hate it. I mean, many people see it merely as an excuse to break away from the school uniform. I mean.. classes putting on some gimmick collectively doesn't mean you put in more effort or you're that much better. It just makes you uniform and tacky. So what if I didn't wear that much green? At least I know what it means. At least I actually try to prevent the weather from going even more bonkers.
No, I'm not a big huge earth lover. In fact, the only real reason I'm going green is selfish and possibly superficial. I can't stand the weather. It gets me sweaty and makes my hair frizzy. SO? At least I don't pretend to care about the damn earth. No, I'm not for ALL causes. I don't care for animal rights. I like animals but I like fur more. There. there's nothing to hide.
So if you wanna say I'm a hypocrite, go ahead. Sure, my dad drives two cars. Sure, I hardly ever take public transport. Sure, I have tendencies to forget to switch stuff off. I'm only human. But the intention is there. I hate it when my hair gets icky. But I still pride myself as a student, geography or not, who tries to keep up with what's going on. So, this is how we can try to help prevent the already devastating weather in Singapore from getting worse. Let's go green people, but only if you know what it means.
Many of you own the Starbucks thumblers right? Well.. use it people! The reason they sell it is so that you can use them instead of the non-biodegradable evil we call plastic. PLUS.. we get a thirty cent discount.. take that GST!
I did that today(: MMMM.. tea..
If you own this many appliances in one room like I do(CD player, amplifier, two speakers.. and that's just for music), refrain from using it. You can always listen to music through itunes when you're using the computer. That way, less electricity is used and the heat produced is decreased!
Or just watch TV instead! Sure, with cable that's two switches, but hey, it beats the amplifiers and what not.
Speaking of which, turn your laptop or computer on stand-by if you know you're gonna be away forever. I've only recently started doing that and it makes me feel better (:
AH.. Switches. THAT'S a big weakness of mine. I always forget ti turn them off, especially the water heater, which generates a lot more heat than the energy saving bulbs I use(better for your eyesight. HAH.)
That's all it takes! Let's mend our ways! (:
And of course.. the good old plastic bags. Sonia and I are rampant on rejecting plastic bags when they are not neccesary. Don't be shy, just tell the lady behind the counter that you don't need them if you're just buying sweets or a magazine. Or you could get a big tote bag, they're really in and will be for a while!
And possibly the SIMPLEST thing to do, open the curtains! (My dad nags at me all the time) Turn off the lights in the day and open the curtains instead.. that was you get natural light and save on electrical bill!
Oh my. I must come across as a freak of nature(truely).. but oh well. I haven't been dilligently carrying them out but I always try to. So you should too! And maybe my hair wouldn't get that gross that quickly anymore and I would no longer be in that bad a mood and snap at anything that catches my eye.
Oh. and I just got back from Jo's party. Happy birthday! we all wore green :D HAHAHA
Let's go green, but only if you know what it means!
One day you'll turn around and realise
I'm not there anymore
Today is GREEN day. Yes, I'm sure you're sick of reading the same crap over and over again so let's take a different, more meaningful take on it, shall we?
First off, yesterday we were all allowed to wear green to show our support for eliminating the climate crisis. Bet you didn't know that.. which brings me to this.. WEARING green doesn't mean you're GOING green. If wearing green is all it takes to save the earth then we wouldn't be in this damn predicament. If staging a large-scaled concert was all it took then we'd be living it up by now. Yesterday was just as I predicted it would be, people walking around wearing green on their shirts, socks, and god forbid, HAIR. It just became a big huge trend. I hate it. I mean, many people see it merely as an excuse to break away from the school uniform. I mean.. classes putting on some gimmick collectively doesn't mean you put in more effort or you're that much better. It just makes you uniform and tacky. So what if I didn't wear that much green? At least I know what it means. At least I actually try to prevent the weather from going even more bonkers.
No, I'm not a big huge earth lover. In fact, the only real reason I'm going green is selfish and possibly superficial. I can't stand the weather. It gets me sweaty and makes my hair frizzy. SO? At least I don't pretend to care about the damn earth. No, I'm not for ALL causes. I don't care for animal rights. I like animals but I like fur more. There. there's nothing to hide.
So if you wanna say I'm a hypocrite, go ahead. Sure, my dad drives two cars. Sure, I hardly ever take public transport. Sure, I have tendencies to forget to switch stuff off. I'm only human. But the intention is there. I hate it when my hair gets icky. But I still pride myself as a student, geography or not, who tries to keep up with what's going on. So, this is how we can try to help prevent the already devastating weather in Singapore from getting worse. Let's go green people, but only if you know what it means.
Many of you own the Starbucks thumblers right? Well.. use it people! The reason they sell it is so that you can use them instead of the non-biodegradable evil we call plastic. PLUS.. we get a thirty cent discount.. take that GST!
I did that today(: MMMM.. tea..
If you own this many appliances in one room like I do(CD player, amplifier, two speakers.. and that's just for music), refrain from using it. You can always listen to music through itunes when you're using the computer. That way, less electricity is used and the heat produced is decreased!
Or just watch TV instead! Sure, with cable that's two switches, but hey, it beats the amplifiers and what not.
Speaking of which, turn your laptop or computer on stand-by if you know you're gonna be away forever. I've only recently started doing that and it makes me feel better (:
AH.. Switches. THAT'S a big weakness of mine. I always forget ti turn them off, especially the water heater, which generates a lot more heat than the energy saving bulbs I use(better for your eyesight. HAH.)
That's all it takes! Let's mend our ways! (:
And of course.. the good old plastic bags. Sonia and I are rampant on rejecting plastic bags when they are not neccesary. Don't be shy, just tell the lady behind the counter that you don't need them if you're just buying sweets or a magazine. Or you could get a big tote bag, they're really in and will be for a while!
And possibly the SIMPLEST thing to do, open the curtains! (My dad nags at me all the time) Turn off the lights in the day and open the curtains instead.. that was you get natural light and save on electrical bill!
Oh my. I must come across as a freak of nature(truely).. but oh well. I haven't been dilligently carrying them out but I always try to. So you should too! And maybe my hair wouldn't get that gross that quickly anymore and I would no longer be in that bad a mood and snap at anything that catches my eye.
Oh. and I just got back from Jo's party. Happy birthday! we all wore green :D HAHAHA
Let's go green, but only if you know what it means!
One day you'll turn around and realise
I'm not there anymore
Friday, July 6, 2007
Crop Circles in the Carpet
Just about sums up my week.
And when I need you, you're almost here
But I know that's not enough
Friday, June 29, 2007
No Chemistry
What a strange week it's been.
Why, hello. Yes it has been strange hasn't it? School's started and stuff, so it's back to the god forsaken classroom with the same bunch of morons. And it's not bad actually. I mean, I guess you could say it hasn't been the best of weeks because i pms-ed like i've never pms-ed before. It was horrible.. I can actually think of three different people that I've snapped at right off the bat in the last two days. And yes I really do apologise for that dearies. Other than the excess of hormones, I don't really know what hit me.
And of course the weather's been a fucking bitch lately. I mean, seriously. I cannot understand why the fuck it is that it's so bloody hot. It's a gross kind of hot. It's humid, and HOT. I can't stand it. It's disgusting, we have forty people shoved together in a smallish room with average ventilation for six consecutive hours, learning. FUCK. The people in China ain't got nothing on this.
But then of course the days were peppered with lovely doses of entertainment. Hmm.. let's see, I ring bells, steal pads, cut queues and had my secret inability to spell revealed. We lyn(HAHA) has someone in class stalking her, Ethel owes me peanut butter chocolate, Abu studies like there's no tomorrow, Dode owns a ladybug, Pau spent $70 on worksheets, Jessie sharpened my pencil, Sonia gives me soft cookies, Pasu makes gross faces in public and Cheong spells lingerie as what.. lindaurie?! HAHAHA.. I laughed so hard I cried.. So much for being our pride and joy, eh love? haha.. (:
Oh and thanks for all the good luck stuff I got today, especially the lovely post-it from the four morons behind me... i LOVE it :D
Other than that everythings been icky. Oh yeah. I had Chinese Orals today. heh. it was.. hmm.. uh... I waited 2.5 hours to screw up for 10 minutes. It was embarrassing. Like, I kinda got mixed halfway through my conversation and the teacher had to explain it to me again. And this would actually be a very hilarious story if it wasn't the fact that it is my actual Os. And yes, I am very, very upset. But instead of blaming myself like I know I should, I choose to blame evil teacher Heng, who tried to talk to me. Along the hallways, she wished my back luck as I rolled my eyes and walked away. and THAT is why I will fail. Just as it was with Chinese Paper 2. it's bad mojo.
It's been a tiring week. I wouldn't say it was a bad one. It was just.. strange. I guess I enjoyed coming back and seeing all these morons. But school's still school, and learning gives me a headache. I wish I could brag about how much I've studied, but I can't. i wish I could say I've made some kind of progress, but I can't. I wish I could say that at least I can put Chinese behind
me, but I can't. Ha.
If anybody needs me, I'll be in my box.
But listen carefully to the sounds,
Of your lonliness like a heartbeat..
drives you mad,
In the stillness of remembering what you had
Why, hello. Yes it has been strange hasn't it? School's started and stuff, so it's back to the god forsaken classroom with the same bunch of morons. And it's not bad actually. I mean, I guess you could say it hasn't been the best of weeks because i pms-ed like i've never pms-ed before. It was horrible.. I can actually think of three different people that I've snapped at right off the bat in the last two days. And yes I really do apologise for that dearies. Other than the excess of hormones, I don't really know what hit me.
And of course the weather's been a fucking bitch lately. I mean, seriously. I cannot understand why the fuck it is that it's so bloody hot. It's a gross kind of hot. It's humid, and HOT. I can't stand it. It's disgusting, we have forty people shoved together in a smallish room with average ventilation for six consecutive hours, learning. FUCK. The people in China ain't got nothing on this.
But then of course the days were peppered with lovely doses of entertainment. Hmm.. let's see, I ring bells, steal pads, cut queues and had my secret inability to spell revealed. We lyn(HAHA) has someone in class stalking her, Ethel owes me peanut butter chocolate, Abu studies like there's no tomorrow, Dode owns a ladybug, Pau spent $70 on worksheets, Jessie sharpened my pencil, Sonia gives me soft cookies, Pasu makes gross faces in public and Cheong spells lingerie as what.. lindaurie?! HAHAHA.. I laughed so hard I cried.. So much for being our pride and joy, eh love? haha.. (:
Oh and thanks for all the good luck stuff I got today, especially the lovely post-it from the four morons behind me... i LOVE it :D
Other than that everythings been icky. Oh yeah. I had Chinese Orals today. heh. it was.. hmm.. uh... I waited 2.5 hours to screw up for 10 minutes. It was embarrassing. Like, I kinda got mixed halfway through my conversation and the teacher had to explain it to me again. And this would actually be a very hilarious story if it wasn't the fact that it is my actual Os. And yes, I am very, very upset. But instead of blaming myself like I know I should, I choose to blame evil teacher Heng, who tried to talk to me. Along the hallways, she wished my back luck as I rolled my eyes and walked away. and THAT is why I will fail. Just as it was with Chinese Paper 2. it's bad mojo.
It's been a tiring week. I wouldn't say it was a bad one. It was just.. strange. I guess I enjoyed coming back and seeing all these morons. But school's still school, and learning gives me a headache. I wish I could brag about how much I've studied, but I can't. i wish I could say I've made some kind of progress, but I can't. I wish I could say that at least I can put Chinese behind
me, but I can't. Ha.
If anybody needs me, I'll be in my box.
But listen carefully to the sounds,
Of your lonliness like a heartbeat..
drives you mad,
In the stillness of remembering what you had
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Forget yesterday
Hey stranger (:
School starts tomorrow. Someone tell me why I don't really mind. Haha.. and I haven't even finished my homework yet! Well, I'd probably be really cranky tomorrow morning actually.. Haha.. Well, i have to say that i studied more this holidays than I have in all the holidays combined. Hmm.. But then agan it's because I've never studied during the holidays before.. Haha.. ah well. No time for regrets then.
I'm watching 'Hottest 40 over 40' on MTV and I am waiting for Johnny Depp to come on. And if he doesn't. I. Will. Die. Haha..
What is wrong with Starbucks? On friday, sonia lily(that's ali to you.. haha) and I went to the airport to study and they kicked us out! like.. WHAT?! I was just there earlier that week, and the week before. So, I spend money there, and as soon as the more executive lunch crowd come in.. we're banished to chicken and biscuits?! What the hell man. There's even a sign which says "Happy Studying!" Uh huh. Sure.
HEY! Johnny Depp is #2 hottest 40 over 40!! YUM :D Haha.. Please. He's so much hotter than Demi Moore la. Haha..
Mmm.. School. Pffffft. I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I should be excited or irritated or nervous. I don't feel anything. I guess I'm kinda glad I'd get to see people again.. but then again I'd have to suffer countless hours of lecturing.. But then again I have three free periods tomorrow.. But then again, there's an hour and a half of tutorials.. But then again, tutorials might be good for you.. But then again, there's Chinese Orals coming next week?.. But then again we should really get started on revision.. But then again I'd have to wake up early..
Pffffft.
I wish I could make it better for you, even if you never think of me.
School starts tomorrow. Someone tell me why I don't really mind. Haha.. and I haven't even finished my homework yet! Well, I'd probably be really cranky tomorrow morning actually.. Haha.. Well, i have to say that i studied more this holidays than I have in all the holidays combined. Hmm.. But then agan it's because I've never studied during the holidays before.. Haha.. ah well. No time for regrets then.
I'm watching 'Hottest 40 over 40' on MTV and I am waiting for Johnny Depp to come on. And if he doesn't. I. Will. Die. Haha..
What is wrong with Starbucks? On friday, sonia lily(that's ali to you.. haha) and I went to the airport to study and they kicked us out! like.. WHAT?! I was just there earlier that week, and the week before. So, I spend money there, and as soon as the more executive lunch crowd come in.. we're banished to chicken and biscuits?! What the hell man. There's even a sign which says "Happy Studying!" Uh huh. Sure.
HEY! Johnny Depp is #2 hottest 40 over 40!! YUM :D Haha.. Please. He's so much hotter than Demi Moore la. Haha..
Mmm.. School. Pffffft. I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I should be excited or irritated or nervous. I don't feel anything. I guess I'm kinda glad I'd get to see people again.. but then again I'd have to suffer countless hours of lecturing.. But then again I have three free periods tomorrow.. But then again, there's an hour and a half of tutorials.. But then again, tutorials might be good for you.. But then again, there's Chinese Orals coming next week?.. But then again we should really get started on revision.. But then again I'd have to wake up early..
Pffffft.
I wish I could make it better for you, even if you never think of me.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
What's your verse?
Yeah yeah, I know. It's too late to regret.
"Truth is like a blanket that always leaves your feet cold.
You push it, stretch it, it'll never be enough.
Kick at it, beat it, it'll never cover any of us.
From the moment we enter crying, to the moment we leave dying,
it'll just cover your face as you wail and cry and scream. " - Dead Poets society
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