It's just you and me baby

Happy Valentine's Day Baby!(:

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you,
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you. <3

Some less than others

I am a camwhore.

And all at home too! Sigh. I love Sundays. I love lazy Sundays. I love indulging on Sundays. I love a nice warm chocolate cake on Sundays. I love melted marshmellows on Sundays. I love wine on Sundays. I love coffee on Sundays. I love shopping on Sundays. I love sleeping in on Sundays. I love catching up on Sundays. I love dressing up on Sundays. I love randomly cam-whoring on Sundays. I even love the heat one Sundays, but I love the rain on Sundays more. I love watching reruns on Sundays. The only thing I don't love about Sunday, is Monday-.-

How many more days? <3

And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way

But I'll push all my inhibitions aside

It's so very obvious to everyone watching us

That we have got something real good going on

Can you feel the pressure now?

I feel so freaking emotional and it is so freaking annoying.

I'm not going

Cause I've been waiting for a miracle

And I'm not leaving

I won't let you

Let you give up on a miracle

When it might save you

That's what you get when you let your heart win

Guess what? I am sick! It's Christmas all over again! Except instead of it just being a one-off puke-athon, it is very pleasantly a prolonged event. Yes, CNY is worse when you have to endure a fever. Damn I hope I don't start a tradition.



So, Life has been pretty mundane, struggling to maintain a social life while coping with school and other frivolous emotional matters. Well, I've definately been better. And it's gonna get so much harder when actual school begins. Fuck it. What happened to sleeping in, shopping days, movie dates and late nights at Starbucks? What happened to hour after hour talking on the phone, random messages, or even chatting online? What happened to lounging around over coffee having heart-to-heart talks with my girlfriends? What happened to "What are you doing today? Let's go out"? Time.





On the supposedly brighter side, Valentine's Day is coming. Uh oh.

Keep me safe inside your arms like towers,

Tower over me, yeah.

Faster than I'm falling in love

100th Post!

Might as well spend it on my girlfriends(: Haha. Hectic week indeed. Two consecutive birthdays meant two consecutive surprise parties and days and days of planning. Yes yes, Happy seventeenth Din-sha and Buu!(: You both mean the world to me! And of course, I spend the whole week on the phone with Buu planning Din's party and then on the phone with Din planning Buu's party! And let's not forget the wonderful Pau and Harmeet too! Haha. Yes, we LIED that we had absolutely no plans for the both of you on your special day(: OOPS. Hahaha((: The only thing that ruined it was me having school, especially for Buu's party. Cos despite being the one who made all the calls and everything, I couldn't make it to her house to surprise her in the end cos I had PS class. Yeah, fantastic. But then again, Anything for Buu((: And Din's party, which I very sadly K.O.ed at cos I was beyond exhausted. But then again, Din's my one and only((: Hahaha. And the week ended off pretty well too, lounging around Starbucks with hot hot coffee in the cold cold weather((:

You make me happy(:
The perfect picture to describe sonia. Frank, Camera, Coffee(:

Yeah, this is the life(:

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go

Will you won't you, be the one I always know?

When I'm losing my control, the city spins around

You're the only one who knows, you slow it down(:

Cos I don't wanna hurt you either

And it's still so hard to be who you are

I'm gone as the day is fading

The problem with denial, is that it always catches up with you. It grabs you by the collar and shakes you til you're face to face with your demons, which always ends up bigger than you would ever have imagined.



My problem is that I know that full and well and yet I always choose to go down that route. Yes, I am accepting that I am constantly in denial. DEAL. Ha. As you can tell, it hasn't exactly been the best of weeks. Quite the contrary actually, it's been possibly the worse week of the year(Yeah, it's still January) School was fucking exhausting. Death by orientation I say. And well, results is a whole new catagory on it's own. Despite initial reactions, I'm feeling pretty neutral about my magic number now. Well.. you know. Haha. And don't even get me started on missing all my honeys): My pod knows me better than I know myself and it keeps playing songs that make me reminisce! And now, right now, right this instant, I am positively raging with contempt, filled to the brim with utter confusion and feeling a slight twinge of regret.




I have had way too much coffee for my own good.

In my heart is the five of us. And then some(:

Ain't it funny how you think

You're gonna be OK

Till you remember things ain't never

Gonna be the same again?

Ain't it crazy how you think

You've got your whole life planned

Just to find that it was never ever

In your hands?