It is amazing how quickly this year has gone by. How has it already been like, six months since I've started working? It's crazy. I don't really know what to make of it all yet. My team is good and all, work itself is fine.. but where am I going? Not that it's a good time to start asking either, but meeting new people always makes you question whether your life is where it should be. Dodgy guys and sleazy faces and issues aside, I feel comfortable with the way things are now. Honestly, I can't see it ever being a good time for me to ask questions about my future because #denial. Meh. I think I need to make more friends. Like, decent non dodgy/ sleazy / over zealous friends. "Friends". Okay can. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just wanna be good. I must, I should. But even if... how real is it? I'm not like 12 anymore, I don't know why I'm acting this way. Everybody's just one in a million; one out of a bunch of chats, one out of a whole bunch of names, one out of nothing.
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