Sunday, March 18, 2012

tonight, I can write the saddest lines

Everything has come full circle. The way things have gone for years, I am surprised that I managed to walk away. The end is just like the beginning.. an ending for you and a beginning for me. A new school, a new lifestyle, new challenges etc. The last few nights of my carefree lifestyle was.. interesting. I'm a terrible person la. I'm horrible and it gets worse when I drink, honestly how do you put up with it? Angry words spat at you but to be fair, if you truly care you would've left.. right? Yup. Ah well. Last night was a right mess. It made me realize that I am just a mean person. I admit I didn't know what I was doing, I just.. went with my instinct. For the first time, it seems to have led me right. Weird. But, enough about all of that. I'm tired of it. The ending of my #lifeofabum devastates me more than anything but I know I'm gonna need to get up and go. I've been playing for too long. What am I saying? I just want to run away..


We, of that time, are no longer the same

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