Monday, May 11, 2009

Cheer's to you two

ex·as·per·ate      (ĭg-zās'pə-rāt')    
tr.v.   ex·as·per·at·ed, ex·as·per·at·ing, ex·as·per·ates

1. To make very angry or impatient; annoy greatly.

2.To make grievous, or more grievous or malignant; to aggravate; to imbitter; as, to exasperate enmity.


I've never cared too much
About honesty

Sunday, May 10, 2009

WELCOME BACK TO 2007

Happy birthday weekend Am!<3


So this Sentosa weekend pretty much proved to be an escape from the hazards of school and the mundane routines that the mainland brings. Welcome back to 2007 I say. *smirk. Thai Express, pool, beach and too much sun, a tiny hut, a huge hat, midnight swims and beer, futile attempts at sunrises, Seven Eleven, first legal smoke and drink, trams, hives, sand, escape, chicken, the best brownie in the world, K.O.ing, rushed checkouts and Lady Gaga. Quality time in so many different ways for so many different people, no? I really hope you had a smash, babe(: This weekend magnified all the reminders for me. Never fall, non-believer, I really don't want to pick it up again. But really, it's probably better if I'm not in it. I barely am anyway despite being the gum that gummed the clump. Hawhaw. You win yet again (unknowingly of course as it is in your perfect nature) and I am just fucking.. resigned. Should I finally kowtow like everyone else? Fuck, this whole I'm-not-blogging-real-posts-on-lj-anymore is fucking me up. The truth will set us free free free like sand dancing in the wind.. or just sting me in my only good eye. Hurhur. Well then, there's nothing else I can fucking say.


Nothing is new for me.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

You know how wonderful I am

It truly is just disgusting how incredibly spoilt I am because yes after little persuasion, I came home from cutting class only to be surprised a brand new spankin' Macbook!(: This week, I also paid thirty five dollars to cut two days of school and instead allowed Sonia to slap plaster on my hand in the middle of Suntec. Hurhur. Other than that, everything else feels.. bleak (thanks Sonia). Reminders = unreliable family, unstable moods and inconsistent everything else. These few days have seen me wondering about and almost anticipating our future more and more, which is surprising to say the very least. Sometimes I actually wonder if this is all amusement and all I can say is don't bother cos I get bored of that game oh so easily. And in general. But clearly not as easily as I get irritated. Funnily enough, the two main sources of aggravation this week are so simple and often overlooked. Blogging and school, in every possible fucking way (Appreciate the irony and hypocrisy). Writing, reading, thinking, waking, going, grueling, chatting, pretending, distracting, listening, finishing, no wait, listening, listening, listening. This is driving me absolutely insane and I don't see it turning into indifference anytime soon. Hawhawhaw. I need a new fucking life.


Struggled just to stay inside the lines.