Sunday, February 1, 2009

You've got me so undone

(This might get difficult to explain)

I have been disconnected from everything for the past few weeks. Submerged in the idea of finding my footing and myself in the faces of people I love and trust. And after days and days of just.. drifting (and alcohol), I have found it in the most unlikeliest of places. Morally incorrect. Hmm. It's against who you are as a person and everything you believe in. Hmm. You don't fucking care about me anymore. Hmm. And I just sit, mouth agape, letting the words the thoughts the love slice through me. Fuck that. I know that you all love me and that you're just concerned for my general well-being and I am sincerely grateful for everything that you've ever done for me but I think I think I think (I hope) I know what I'm doing. I love you all for everything and for all the honesty cos I think I really needed it. And yes, that is Sonia Chew eating my crotch.. Hehe?


I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door

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