Friday, February 27, 2009

Top marks for not trying

Too much hype for too little substance. Everything's just been building building building up for the breakdown. The ones who weren't having fun: Worshipped. Hawhaw. Deleting me does not mean I stop existing and that my world stops spinning spinning spinning. Funny, I used to believe that it really did. I did not enjoy watching you leave. It really isn't until someone sits you down and shoots you in the face when you begin to arise from your slumber. I don't know if it's the scene or the lifestyle I seem to be outgrowing. For now I reckon. Hope? Actually I can't be fucked anymore. My lifestyle is no longer my priority, though I quite decipher what is. Not that I act any different now anyway, just to prove a point to myself. Vibes I can turn on or off. I guess I make lousy choices too. Intoxication. Impulsiveness. Youth. Excuses.


Cos you're smooth and you're wet,
And she's not aware yet but she's yours.

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