She's moving on and all I can do is watch.

ONE MORE WEEK.

And it's eating me up inside.

What if it sucks?

I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

You and me together

Through the days and nights

Keep your eyes on the Prize. Which one?

Apparently I'm currently the only one without much of a life cos I'm just about the only one online this pleasant Friday evening.


Or maybe I'm just the only one without a single shred of self-control.


Well.. you know. Ha. And as you probably already know, yesterday was the last day of school for most of us sec 4s. And out of fear that I would forget this big day a couple months down the road, I did many random and very very memorable stuff, none of which I will type down in fear of FURTHER embarrassment. Yeah. I still can't get over how fucking embarrassed I was. Like... Oh my god. And evidently I'm never gonna live it down. Fuck you all.


On the flip side, I didn't cry(:


And just cos it's too fucking cliche to go into how saddening (ah.. sec 1 days) the whole thing is, I shall save the ramblings and pent up emotions till after the lovely lovely thing called Os. For now, Feast those pretty eyes on the pictures of the last few days in school(: cos I'm only coming back after the exams
















Gotta love them(:



















Strangely, I'll miss this too.














Cos you're the only one for me, little missy(:




















HAHA.. Ethel! I heart you many many(:




















EW. haha.. We didn't know Sonia was in the picture. *shakes head




















Ew. It's PAU(:
















Totally random.
















YO GANGSTER! or sometimes staaaaaa(: hahah















Din in all her lovely splendour



















ABNIA. I love this picture(:



















Their telling me to get out):





















RAEBIS! Oh.....TRACTOR! HAHAHA




















Botashbi. I look really gross here.




















I am poseur Indian(:




















ABILYN! HA. We are like nine thousand times better than CHAW(: You owe me 8 cents!














I am famously anti-jock.

















Audrey and ALL her friends
















Stupid girl whacked my face and made my lip bleed. Revenge is sweet, in both ways(:





















She made me do it!
















Pau's "What-the-fuck" face















I beat Sonia up(: Well no, a jock threw something at her face and she collapsed to the floor. I just stepped on her to make it look like I beat her up..SHHH.. Don't tell!
















Our last Bio lesson):




































I remember when Sam and I used to actually study before these idiots joined us. Ha. We had tons of fun nonetheless(:















Recess. The only time I realise that Dode isn't in school cos I have to put my own plate back. Oh the wonders of an entourage(:














We beat Rae up!














Ew Sonia.. Get a room!





















Abnia, Paulabi and Raebis. Why not?




















The one on the left, the only one that matters(: And I mean ME. Hehe





















Stupid Sonia made me return my hostaged eraser):





















We think we're the shit(:



















(: How you doin'?





















Sigh.
















HAHA. There's a first for everything yeah?(:



















:D OOOOOHHHHH.. i wonder what THIS is....((((:
















Sona pulled a pau and fell off the couch. Din, is just great(: Kinda.
















Thanks loves(:































Heh. Guess it's over.

O levels: 6 more days

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
We're gonna make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

I kinda knew you guys had a thing for each other.

Infatuations are so overrated.



My week in words:
-Life in the freezing MPR2 and the annoying beeping door
-Dode dyed her fucking cat blue -.-
-I went for night studies every night(:
-On tuesday, Rae walked just into a sign outside school smack in the head. HAHA
-We all played the calculator game!
-I lost. Everytime.
-They opened canteen stalls selectively
-I took my anger out on Chew then apologised like two seconds later. HA.
-Pasu took a 45 min nap in the toilet during english! HAHA
-Mrs Teo thought she was absent even though she asked for permission to go
-I copied my Prelim paper during the History exam. Smart girl(:
-I fell asleep in the hot heat. Damn
-That was redundant. oh.
-Abnia tried to push Pau UP the stairway banisters
-We locked the jocks out of class!
-We opened the window just to laugh at them. OOPS(:
-Ms Kang bought us snacks after that emotional lesson. Heh.
-I studied with Audrey that night (ew)
-Ms Kang designated her to be my slave for a day (HA)
-Friday, we made a list of ALL the things we wanted to do before we left school(:
-Sonia and I came late to school on purpose
-We hung out with Rae and her mom at starbucks
-We hide behind a bus to avoid the all powerful Martens(!)
-My flash went off in a maths class. Oops
-I connected the dots on Deborah's arm. HA!
-Pau finally slid down the banister!
-Sonia and I BEAT PAU UP! HAHAHAHA
-Sonia got a huge bruise after that. I remain unscathed.
-Sonia and I didn't eat during recess for the first time..ever.
-I used Pau's lipbalm
-Took BEBE from Pasu's lips
-She kissed me -.-
-I licked both Sonias
-Someone asked if they could give me a lovebite (HAHA. Wonder WHO)
-Someone asked me..to hit on her (coughCHEWcough)
-I rejected them both(:
-I peed with Pau in the same cubicle (She faced a wall.)
-Cheong Pau and I had a pleasant smokey dinner
-Sonia came to night studies to climb a tree.
-We didn't climb that tree -.-
-Cheong is afraid of ants(!)
-Cheong Sonia and I went for a very noisy nightwalk
-I got really drained after that
-Din had tuition two consecutive nights):
-I shamelessly checked out this relatively hot dude at starbucks with Chew
-Chew thinks he was checking me out too(hahah(: )
-Your friend keeps staring at me and it creeps me out.
-2 more people found out about stuffs
-I'm being harassed about something so over it isn't even funny
-I thought about things I shouldn't have. And liked it.
-I'm becoming increasingly paranoid.
-I've been lying all week
-Pau fell off a couch. HAHAHAHA





My week in pictures!















Love it.
















I blame my calculator! HAHAH














EW. Do you see the bus?! hahahah














EW.















The incriminating evidence! Flash+Pau after Red Bull.

















The pratashop that holds fond memories.. of when we shaved Pau..and how the prataman knows my name!















K.O! HAHAHAHAHA :D This. is what you get for putting that thought right back in my head Paula Lorraine Sim. The ABNIA alliance will prevail! hahaha (: I LOVE YOU PAU!






















EW. This lion is my alliance. -.- Oh boy.















This has got to be the WORST photo ever, but I love them all the same. This is us lying on the field at night(:

i'm coming...for YOU!

I think she was trying not to see the flash..or just dumb(:

The thing I'll miss most..WINTERMELON!

She took this herself.

Four hours of Lit anyone?

WOW. Great studying!

oh(:

THAT'S not a hot guy! HAHA. Go hit on yourself... OR...(:

This is what I should be doing.

One day, I'll tell you. And you'll pretend never to have known me.

If I'm smart then,

I'll run away.

But I'm not,

so I guess I'll stay.

Haven't you heard?

I fell in love with a beautiful stranger.

I looked into your face

My heart was dancing all over the place

I'd like to change my point of view

If I could just forget about you