what do you mean?

Sometimes, when I am driving down that familiar road home, I think about what it used to be like. A distant memory I look back on with some degree of fondness. These roads have taken us far away from each other and a time when we shared a common goal. We are strangers now, as we were back then. And I wonder.. do you still think about me?

I want love or death

"You're not going to lose me. You've given me a taste for life. I wanna be happy. Sleep in a bed, have roots. And you'll never be alone again, Mathilda. Please, go now, baby, go. Calm down, I'll meet you at Tony's in an hour, I love you, now go, go now."

it's good times, babe

I cannot believe an entire year has passed since the last H&M collaboration.. amongst other things. I know I hardly say or even believe it nowadays, but I am so grateful for how much I have in my life. More importantly, I am very grateful to how far I have come as a person. Don't get me wrong, I still have an extremely long way to go, but that doesn't take away from the fact that I have grown so much in the last 5 odd years. I won't say I've drastically changed (although I probably should've) because I definitely still see shades of my reckless, destructive self.. but I have definitely matured a whole deal. I worked hard to get here. As much as I still despise myself.. it's nice sometimes to reflect on all the terrible things (read: boys) I brought onto myself and how it made me that much stronger. That is all.